passions & pursuits ☆⌒(>。<)

the winner of my attention is typically watever captures my mood at that given time . i like to listen to music, blog on my tumblr, read articles on arbitrary topics that pique my curiosity, code my webpage, play video games, read books, talk to my friends, watch movies & television, and write down & reflect on my thoughts. i like to talk to people, although my inner circle is wher i feel most comfortable and uninhibited in expressing myself, & i carry a strong sense of personal aesthetic with me throughout my creative pursuits. i've consistently gravitated towards projects that grant me ample individual freedom to fine-tune them according to my own vision. my sense of self & identity is, in my eyes, one of my most prominent characteristics and i enjoy finding ways to share it with the world. ♡(⌒_⌒;)

foundational influences

throughout my life, a multitude of significant influences have profoundly shaped both my character and the lens through which i perceive my environment. several of these include traditional media [ film, literature, games ], while others are intangible, concepts, or points in time that have left lasting impressions on me.

stalker [ 1979 ], andrei tarkovsky

"let them be helpless like children, because weakness is a great thing, and strength is nothing. when a man is just born, he is weak and flexible. when he dies, he is hard and insensitive. when a tree is growing, it's tender and pliant. but when it's dry and hard, it dies. hardness and strength are death's companions. pliancy and weakness are expressions of the freshness of being. because what has hardened will never win."

full film + eng subs
cinephilia & beyond — the testimony of a mechanic toiling away under tarkovsky’s guidance
cinema cartography — poetic harmony

emo & scene subculture


resident evil

other shit i like

video games
♡ the last of us
♡ fallout [ specifically 4 & 76 ]
♡ disco elysium
♡ metro 2033 & last light
♡ silent hill
♡ evil dead: the game

tv & movies
♡ the mirror [ 1975 ]
♡ possession [ 1981 ]
♡ scream franchise
♡ evil dead 1&2
♡ confessions of a teenage drama queen
♡ the walking dead

♡ yakui the maid
♡ адлин
♡ taking back sunday
♡ underoath
♡ florence + the machine
♡ aesop rock

♡ anime / manga artwork
♡ zombies
♡ robots , cyborgs
♡ reapers & skellies
♡ blogging
♡ coding html&css
♡ debate & social commentary